The Hole That You Left and All The Pain That Filled It

When you disapeard with bairly a word, there was a black empty chasm where you had been . It filled with pain when you whern't there to keep it away. And I am just left with memorys of you like big ugly scars that will not fade CutHere.jpg 957439_b59d5c913f.jpg ray_tears.jpg Gorecki.mp3 You broke me with all the tension and lies. It was best that you left but not like that. Not with out a good bye. Dismissing it in such a clinical and hartless way. Not man enough to say it in person but I know you whont care. whont be affected Your running away is a lie to you'r self. You think you freed me by cutting me off dead but in reality you trapped me with a part of my self that I can't share with any one but you . You'v been in this situation before you say . You should have seen it comming instead addicted to the excitment of toying with sumone new. I should have listend to every one that told me. Told me that you where like fire and they could see i was so ready to get burnt. And all I have now is the hole you left and all the pain that filled it abandonment, longing, loss, pain, suffering