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you left a text on my phone. i saw your name flash before my eyes i nearly drop it all the air escapes my lungs and my heart thuds in my chest i am called back to the party and have to pretend that i am fine I sit in the party drowning in memorys and try to numb them with drink I say good bye to my friends Silently screaming help at them but politly saying good night. I go inside lean my back against the kitchen wall and slide to the ground like a puppet with its strings cut I reach for the bottle from my slump It falls to the ground and smashes I feel like shit toying with the glass running it across my skin desparet to feel somthing else and ferget every thing For that one sharp cool intake of breath That moment where nothing esle exists Except the feel of the glass in my skin You basted why the fuck did you come back You chose to vanish, you cant come back its just not fair stop_crying_your_heart_out_by_StannLeigh.jpg 10 Mika - Happy Ending.mp3 done, have, i, shit, wot